Nothing like a good book
From start to finish it was an adventure
The main characters created the best of memories
The couple watched the sun rise and the sunset
Watched the ocean waves and the blowing trees
They laughed
They cried
Until one day there was no more tears left to cry
And no more laughter to crack a smile
That’s when I knew our book was done being written
And all I can do is tear the pages
Have you ever felt like you just don’t want to be you anymore?
Like being you just carries so much weight?
Its like trying to breathe when you’re suffocating
Its like gasping for air when you’re drowning
Thoughts just overflow in your mind
And time is just so hard to find
when you’re too let down to try
Being me is tiring.
Everything is just about sex now a days
It’s so wack
It’s so uninteresting
Such a waste of time
What good does it do to know your body but not your soul?
Why should I care about what turns you on but not about what makes you feel down?
We’re so disconnected from true communication
As if it were wrong to feel things
We’ve been through too much damage to let someone in
Again
But there’s hope still
Let me touch your soul because I’m tired of just touching your body
I want to make the best out of every moment
I want to see new places
To breathe new air
Just imagine all the different sunrises that are yet to be seen
The oceans waiting to crash on the sands in my presence
The wind blowing my hair
A life w a completely new essence
It’s there
Waiting for me
The sun ready to be dazzled by my smile
The world waiting for me to be happy
I don’t want to keep it waiting
She doesn’t even know what she’s doing anymore
She lays in bed at night
Wondering why things happen the way they do
But tonight
She realized it was her time
She started to go with the flow
She ran with the wind
Wherever it took her
Even if she ended up in the wrong arms
Take away my phone
Don’t let me type one more word
You’re fine
You’re great without me
So why are you the only thing on my mind?
Nothing will change I’ve accepted that
but a shot after another
Gives me the courage to let you know
That you’re all I want
Even if you don’t want me
So please please
I beg you
Take my phone away
Because my words are meaningless when your heart is empty
I’m home sick
I feel this new breeze
But it’s nothing compared to the old
And I think that’s my one real problem
I don’t like letting go
I’m going to new places
Meeting new faces
But yours I just can’t seem to forget
And I don’t think I’m ready just yet
But one thing is for sure
I will go to these new places
I will soar
Until you are no longer in sight
I can’t sleep
You’re on my mind
I know you shouldn’t be
But I can’t help it
I remind myself that your heart belongs to another
But how do I stop seeing the potential of my one true lover
in you
We connect
We feel something no one else can ever feel
But your heart, your true feelings, I cannot steal
Its not my place
and maybe it never will be
But one day
Whether I am there or not
I hope you can’t sleep
and I hope I will be on your mind
and you won’t be able to help it
I hope it won’t be too late.
Walking In My Shoes